Royal Flush

And as I lay these last words for you,
Sweetened by the sugar phrases meant so true.
Despite the hunger to survive my endless demise,
I still found myself in the middle of scrutiny.

For what did I do to offend the Gods,
Seems my life has always been so rough.
But I am wise enough to lay in the best of my cards,
In times where I feel I have the upper hand.

If life is a poker,
Then I will be the joker.
I will not be included,
Not recognized, Nor paired.

There's just sometimes there's no value,
Like singing some songs in mono.
And should we try to find our complete stereo,
Someday I hope it will come true.

I never thought that was intentional,
We had misunderstandings but we didn't say it in actual.
There comes a time I want to say something to you,
But you blocked it like you didn't want to.

You're are so intelligent yet you're so naive with what I feel for you.
I never thought you couldn't understand what was just a fluke.
I want to run every afternoon at the track,
But that is where you are always at, your territory in fact.

And I don't want to ever see you again.
Nor remember the things we could have had,
Thought you were perfect but in simple things you get so mad.
And I am not in the mood to pamper an angry child.

If ever we will meet again,
I'll try to give you my best smile.
If I won't be able to do it then please understand,
Of all the people I thought would know,
You were the last one to show.

Roses are red, Violets are blue.
Don't speak, never fall inlove with miss Blue.
Ever again.