Puerta Cerrada

I still don't understand how things revolve,
On my surrounding they seem to evolve.
Leaving me wondering and halted,
People really sometimes are stupid.

You clearly know it's a fake admiration,
A consistent effort because he wants your attention.
You know it's wrong in the first place and yet,
Just how much do you love to drink that poison.

They said the one who never gives up has the real feelings,
Then why do they always end up cursing while crying?.
It's no brainer to tell the difference,
Yet you don't want to be called no intellect

You've seen how pure was my heart,
Until the day I chose to live in the darkest part.
These chain that binds me to hate I can't break,
No matter how fast I ride I can't escape.

I never regret facing this horror,
I will have this hate with smile until my heart opens again and unlocks the door.
I have to because I made the biggest mistake not just an error,
It shouldn't have been you I gave my heart for.