Diary: Why

Why do I have to get hurt one after another?
Just why do I have to feel bad everytime I meet someone?
Why the fuck do I have to suffer?
I don't deserve this.
I have done nothing wrong.
I have lost faith in myself.
This wouldn't happen if you didn't leave.
None of this would happen if only I didn't meet you.
You promised.
You broke it.
I hate you.
I hate you more than my enemies.
I won't ever forgive you.
I swear I won't.