Diary: 6/7/2018

Self:

I have given up eating sweets, no more ice cream, coke, alcohol and pastries.
I had been eating no fat just meat but last week I took it to the next level.
I started strict diet eating heavy meals only at times I need to spend much strength.
It has just been a week and it's hard but I can already see the results.
I can't imagine what will it be like next summer or at the end of the year.




Social:

I can say I have moved on. I can't feel pain when I look at our old pictures anymore. I also was able to laugh at my colleagues' joke about my previous relationship as well as add something to it for us to laugh even more. It's just a matter of time. What's more annoying was one of the people I met. It seems I was able to make the right decision not to court her. It's really best not to rush and know a person first rather than making a hasty and senseless decision. That method is wasteful but never been wrong. On the other hand there's this cute little morena who talks and acts like she is the biggest man in the house. It's so cute when she does that. Sad thing is she is always depressed at night. I'm not sure if she has a lot of bad experiences. I wish I could help, I tried knowing her better but I guess still the door is closed. Kung mabasa ni nimo don't worry I'm just here. Dili jud ko mawala, tawga lang ko.




Future:

I started my plan to have a house. But I can't afford it yet though I plan to get one far away from the city, It is cost efficient for me since I have a motorcycle and price is preferable than getting one in the city proper. A simple house will do, I am more interested with the lands value for it increase as time passes by, number of people living, accessibility. We know a rural place will eventually become a city so better to invest early.