Floating Status

Lay in your cards,
The one you've been holding on for long,
The one you've had reserved for this moment alone.

The one you considered your last resort,
The one that can either break or make you absolute.

Half full or half empty,
Doesn't matter for you are already messy.
For it is half full that is unsatisfactory,
But also half empty which can't be taken lightly.

If you are in the middle of the extremes,
You have committed a sin,
For people only respect a defeat or win,
You can't just play safe and choose to live in vain.

Soaked by sweat,
My pink shirt has now become violet,
I'll exhaust myself till I forget,
In this gym I'll stay, there's no regret.

What I only respect is my bed,
I don't want to, but I need to sleep.
Or either I want to sleep,
But I need to be awake.

I got to fulfill my promise,
That is my only special talent.