Honest Verdict

I am just a human,
Like your father, brother or like your son.
But you should be aware,
A part of me is no like them, I am sure you can tell.

People usually ask me how I am alright,
After my relationship has been wrecked like a dynamite.
Well, She ended it first of April,
But I have already seen it coming since last year.

It didn't mean I was not hurt,
Though what hurts me is the fact that....
I know what's going on,
But I chose to trust her believing she's smart enough.

It is a privilege to anticipate things,
Though it's painful knowing what will happen.
Living in it everyday is like a step closer to my demise,
The days past and the edge is the prize.

When I love I give my all,
But don't get me wrong, It is not always applicable.
I might not be your handsome prince charming,
But I will sure give you my everything.

You like other people, believe in some things,
I choose to make them happen.
I don't believe a poem will be written,
When you just keep the words locked in your brain.

Now before I act and jump into the fire,
I have alot of things to consider.
It really is easy for me to fall in love,
But it's a different story when I see things contradicting enough.

I have gathered enough information,
Accepting what you are is not a problem in utmost attention.
The verdict has come to my mind,
And now it's time to let it out in the wild.

I'm a different man,
I had just hope you have cherised the time I am into you and we had fun.
Because once I have lost my interest,
Believe me nobody will be able to restore it.

It might not look like it,
But I am a business man.
I may not be the smartest,
But I sure do have a common sense.

Later I will give my report,
For the few days we tried building rapport. (or maybe just I)
Please prepare your questions,
This might be the last time I pay my attention.