What are the chances

I'm so sorry I was too selfish,

Thinking I am the only one who has feelings.

I forgot to look at my surroundings,

Neglecting the fact that I still have friends.

Last Friday I went to church,

Hoping I'll see your eyes.

Maybe not but what are the chances,

I'll take the 1 percent that's all I got.

I was not able to see you,

You said you went there 6 am too.

But I can feel it,

I know you were there.

I don't know but it hurts,

It seems suddenly you have lost confidence, 

And dropped your trust,

Well I can't blame you, I just crashed.

This poem has lost its rhyme,

I never intended this to have a fancy one.

I just want to have my feelings expressed,

Where have you been when I needed you best?.

I know to you I am nobody,

After all friends is what are we,

Or maybe less than that.

But to me you are something,

I know I am still wounded, 

But just give me permission,

A GO signal and I'll fight for it.